The Perfect Drug

Lyrics dedicated to Sarah Fugle..... My Perfect DRUG, Courtesy: Trent Reznor :)


I got my head but my head is unraveling
cant keep control can't keep track of where it's traveling
I got my heart but my heart's no good
you're the only one that's understood

I come along but I don't know where you're taking me
I shouldn't go but you're wrenching dragging shaking me
turn off the sun pull the stars from the sky
the more I give to you the more I die

and I want you

you are the perfect drug
the perfect drug
the perfect drug
the perfect drug

you make me hard when i'm all soft inside
I see the truth when i'm all stupid-eyed
the arrow goes straight through my heart
without you everything just falls apart

my blood just wants to say hello to you
my fear is warm to get inside of you
my soul is so afraid to realize
how every little bit is left of me

take me with you
without you everything just falls apart
it's not as much fun to pick up the pieces

Gloom

y is it that gloom gets the better of us? has us plunging into fathomless depths of self pity and misery? Dont you see, iam here for you, your world might be bleak but the light never ceased to shine, So stop dwelling in your own darkness, walk outside and see how serene it is. Your too beautiful to be wasted away like this..... dont!

Come in .... the doors left ajar

Wuz so chilled out yest...CBTL, chicken mush fusilli yum!....hot choc (tasted like nitrotech :( ) gentle weather... n a mild state ov mind. Had this craving to listen to her speak her mind.... and she did push that door open...let me in, everyday is a step closer. Never felt so good being with someone, never felt so efortless to speak my mind, voice my opinion and not have to worry on what i wud be misconceived as. This feeling is good and i want it to stay... i want her to stay.

Blog? Seriously.. me?

Its blogging time for moi, after being motivated by this one special person in my life, and it feels good. i hope i keep a relaxed demeanor and not have some bloody governmental red tape shut me down! Anyhoo.... well yes its all bitchin in Java and HTML, but who cares, writing gives me immense pleasure and takes the stress out....outta me fingers =P .Perhaps one day after having written so much i will rebel for what i stand for, i will rebel for what i think is true. XoXo =)
Till then Suck it - in the words of Andre ( I'm Phil Erup) :)

And how mankind fell to its greed...

......Something i wrote 4 yrs ago

Iam the corporate,
The world is a corporate plan
Iam the corporate,
The disguised predator permeating through your mind
Iam the Corporate,
Vatican, The church, government,religion..... my Fortresses
Iam the corporate,
Divine,Satan, Illuminati, Joseph Smith,Shiva, Politicians, businessmen... my pawns.
Iam the corporate,
Society, Race, class, Status, Ethics, Etiquette....... my intricate fabrication!
Iam the corporate,
Consume.... subliminal propaganda, silent cold blooded messages.
Iam the corporate,
I feed you..... provisions, lies,deceit and hate
Iam the coporate,
I make your insecurity......secure.
Iam the corporate,
I sell you hope and along with it - fear at no extra cost.
Iam the corporate,
I make you despair, I make you look for solutions.
Iam the corporate,
I have the remedy, but i will make you suffer.... lest the pleasant stench of the greens!
Iam the Corporate,
I invent maladies and pandemics.
Iam the corporate,
I present no remorse in exterminating you.
Iam the corporate,
The media is my brainchild, media blitz my domination design.
Iam the corporate,
Let the filthy perennial media flood ....engulf your sanity!
Iam the corporate,
Your sweat, blood, tears & misery....... i feed on.
Iam the corporate,
Welcome to competition,Warfare, Industrial experimentation, extermination of the weak & lust.
Iam the Corporate,
MANKIND'S PATH TO ABSOLUTE EXTINCTION.